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《上海梦想》 作者:萨·约翰尼

Chapter 19

TheskyaboveWaterlooBridgewasdevoidofstarsandspittingacidrain.Thepoolsofrainwaterontheasphaltreflectedakaleidoscopicfilmofmysterychemicals.ItmirroredthestateofCaldwell’smind.HetriedtofocushisthoughtsonthedeadhackerGlyph.Itwashardtobelievethatthehackerhadbetrayedhim,forapittancenoless.Whatanabsolutelypointlesswaytodie.

HehadtofindKat,theonlyhumanthatcouldpassasafriend,tosaygoodbye.She’dbecrushedifshefoundoutthathe’dlefttheUnionwithoutlettingherknow.Andhewasn’tgoingtodiewithoutdoingthat.Althoughtheymadecontactveryrarelyrecently,Caldwellhadbeentoobusytryingtomakealiving,astrongunbreakablebondexistedbetweenthem.Itwentbeyondtheboundsoffriendship,familyoramorousrelationships.

TheyhadmetinthebackalleysofWaterlooatatimewhenCaldwellhadnomemoriestospeakofandhewasbesiegedbymigrainesthatweresointensethathefrequentlyblackedoutfromthepain.Kathadfoundhimonerainydayunconsciousontheconcretefloorofoneofthedarkdrippingpedestriantunnels.Abovehisstillbodyacacophonyofvehiclesandthesoundofshoespoundingasphalt.Pedestriansnolongerventuredbelowtothebridge’sundergroundwalkwaysoutofanottotallyirrationalfearfortheirpersonalsafety.

She’dhalfdraggedandhalfcarriedhimtothediscardedphotocopierboxthatformedthebasisofherhome.Halfanhourlaterhehadregainedconsciousnessandthey’dbeeacquainted,awkwardly,amidthehomelesssqualorofcardboardunderneaththisverybridgethatloomeddarkandmysteriousinfrontofhim.KatwasthefirstmemorythatCaldwellformedthatinvolvedanotherhumanbeingandtheyhadforgedbetweenthemaninexplicablebondthatwentbeyondthefactthatshehadrescuedhim.

Afterhisrideinthelimo,henowknewalotmoreabouthowhehadgottothecardboardsprawl.ItwasaroadtodestructionpavedbythemaninthebigblacklimousinewhocalledhimselfFoulerandbytheorganizationherepresented.AnorganizationhehimselfusedtobepartofthatcoldlyspathimoutintothederelictionofWaterloo.Hewouldmakethempay.

Highabove,MaglevsdeceleratedintoWaterloostation,theirliveryflashingbrilliantlybetweenthetrapezoidsteellatticesofWaterlooBridge,vibrationsrumblingthroughtheconcrete.Thestationitselfwasahulkingglassmonolithbacklitbypowerfulspotlightsthatshotpurewhitelightupatthenightsky.Thedrizzlegavethelightsaheraldichue.Acrossthecityscapetheglimmeringlightsofaffluentlivingroomsblinkedinthenight.

“Iwaspartofthesystemonce,”Caldwellmutteredunderhisbreath.“Iwaspartofthesystem.”Heswipedtheraindropsfromhisjacket.Luckilytheknapsackhadawaterproofliningandthesyntheticleatherdidagoodjobofkeepingwaterout.

Caldwelltrudgedthroughoilslickrainpuddlestowardstheendofthebridge.HisheartquickenedwithanticipationofwhathewouldfindinHongKong,thecityofhisbirth.Hewasgoingtheretomorrow.Allthisdidn’tmakemuchsense.Thingswerehappeningtooquickly.Whatdidthatcityholdforhimbesidesremnantsoflostmemories?WouldHongKongrekindlesomepastaffectionfortheplace?

ThememoriestriggeredbyFoulerwerecrystal-clearinhismind,keptinsharpfocusbyanacutedesiretoremember.Caldwell’smindhadbeentransformedfromdrablandscapesofgraytoblackinterlacedwiththebrightneonsoftheFarEast.Hecouldseethemnow,theglowinglightsofacitywhoseshinyilluminatedbuildingswereconstantlyreachingforthesky.Humanityuponhumanitypiledoneatoptheother,separatedonlybyathinlayerofconcreteandsteelandthetrappingsofinteriordecoration.Hetriedtoanticipatethememoriesthatwouldbetriggeredbythelonecardintheenvelopeinhisbackpocket,resistingtheurgetolookatitrightthereandthen.Foulerhadgivenittohimasabonus,agestureofgoodwill.Caldwellwasdeeplysuspiciousofthatlastgesturebuthewasalsocurious.

Helookedathiswatch,anagingCasiowithaweakholographicdisplaythathadfadedwithtime.Itwasalmost10.00PM.ThecorporatedroneshadlongretiredtotheirprefabunitstowinddowntheirNewYear’scelebrationsbeforeanotherstabatconglomerateserfdom.Waterloowaslikeaghosttownafter9.00PM,exceptfortheoddlateworkertrundlingtowardsthestationtocatchthelateexpressesthatshuntedpeoplearoundthevastexpanseoftheUnion.Theplacewasjusttoodangerous,borderingasitdidthedarkcriminalzonesofSouthEastLondon.

Atthefarendofthebridge,hundredsoflightsflickeredasbridgedwellerswarmedgnarledhandsatfastfadingmakeshiftfires.Caldwellclimbeddownamaintenanceladderbythesideofthebridge.Itwasonehehadusedcountlesstimesbefore.HerememberedclimbingupanddownthisbridgewithKat,theThamesundulatingdarklybelowthem.They’dbeheadingtotheswankyhotelsofTheStrandonwhattheycalledtheirdinnerrunorreturningfromone.Onluckynightsthey’dbringbackhunksofsmokedNorwegiansalmonstillinthefoilsbutpasttheirsellbydates.Theyhadgrowntonotcareabouttheirhomelesslifestyles.Whenyouwerelivingonthestreets,salmontastedgoodevenwhenitwasalittleoff.Eatthepinkstuffnotthegrayrank-smellingstrips.Onbadnightsthey’dstarveorfeedonbitsofleftoverfastfoodincrushedStyrofoamboxes.NowhewasofftotheFarEast,aplaceheneverimaginedhe’dbeabletoeveraffordvisiting.

Caldwelldescendedintoaseaofcardboard,packingpalletsandStyrofoam.Thesewerethebuildingmaterialsofchoiceforbridgedwellers.Cardboardinthesummer,Styrofoaminthewinter,thelatterreinforcedwithplasticfiberpalletsandoldSalvationArmyblankets.Plasticfiberwasgoodforanyweather.

ThesprawlofcardboardandStyrofoamthatexpandedbeforehiseyeswasatoncefamiliarandalien.Itseemedliketheinhabitantsweregoingupintheworld.Dwellingsweregettingbiggerandmoreaesthetic.Someevenhadmultiplewingsthatyouaccessedthroughmakeshiftplastictunnelsmadeoutoffusedchemicalbarrelsappropriatedfromthebacklotsofindustrialandpharmaceuticalconcerns.InthedistanceCaldwellheardtheblareofatleasttwoorthreeradios,onetunedtosomeforeignchannel.

Despitethelargermakeshiftdwellings,squalorandfilthhadreturnedwithavengeanceandtherewasadistinctsmellofstalevomitintheair.CaldwellstartedtowonderwhetherKathadmovedon.Sincehe’dtradedhispatchunderneaththebridgeforthefacelesscubiclecitiesoftheUnionhehadonlycontactedKatwhenhewasmovingontoanotherdestination.Shedidn’tliketostayintouchallthetime,preferringtotouchbaseonlyatwhatsheconsiderednodalpointsintheirlives.

ShehadspentonedaywithhimattheAngelCapsuleHotel,thetwoofthemsqueezedintothetightnicheofhisclaustrophobiccapsulesurfingcyberspacethroughtheconsolemonitorembeddedintheplasticceiling.She’dremarkedonhowrelativelycleaneverythingwasbeforeshebecamehomesickforthespaceandfreedomofthebridge.Shehadspentallherlifetherehavingbeendumpedinoneofthetunnelsasababy.AyoungteenagecouplesleepingroughhadadoptedherastheirownuntilonenighttheyhadbothdiedofanoverdosefromdodgybargainbasementamphetaminesappropriatedfromtheomnipresentdrugpushersfromVladivostok.Sincethen,theinhabitantshadtakenturnstakingcareofheruntilshebecameateenagerandwasabletofendforherself.

Hemovedbrisklythroughthedankdrippingcorridors,pastcountlessfrost-deformedtoespeepingoutofcardboardflaps.Garishlypaintedfingernailslaylimponthedampconcretefloorsastheownerlayatoseinalcohol-ordrug-inducedsleep.Hemovedpastovergrownhairmatteddownwithmisfortune.TearswelledupinhiseyesashethoughtaboutthemonthsspentherewithKatandalltheothers,manyofwhomitseemedhadmovedonanddisappearedintothefarreachesofTheUnion.

AsCaldwellmadehiswaythroughtheputridgloomofcardboardhovels,partofhimhopedshehaddonebetterforherselfandtheconflictedotherhopedshewasstillheresohecouldseeheronceagain.HetookarightpastaStyrofoamdwellingbrownwithageanddirt.Itsownerhadcarveditintotheshapeofanigloo.AbottleofcheapChinesericewinelayattheigloo’sentrance.Ahairyhandfloppedlimplynexttoit.Loudirregularsnoressuggestedthattheownerwasasleep.

Caldwell’sheartquickenedasheroundedthecornertothesectionunderthebridgethatheandKathadcalledhome.ThesteelceilingaboverumbledwiththesoundofmoreMagLevsapproachingthestation.Thispartofthehomelesssprawlwasmuchbrighter.Someonehadriggedacableanda100wattbulbofftheelectriccablesthatfedpowertotheMagLevtracksabove.TheMagLevCorporationwouldnotmissthesiphonedelectricity.

Therewerejusttwodwellingsinthissection.OnewasonthespotwhereCaldwellusedtolive.TheotherwasKat’s.Thesmellofoldpukewasnolongerdiscernible.Ithadbeenreplacedwithsomekindofincense.Katandhernewagestuff.Caldwellsmiledknowinglytohimself.Hecouldfeelherpresence.

CaldwellliftedtheflapofKat’scardboardabodeandpeepedinside.Theinteriorwasdottedwithroundamberglobulesofajelly-likesubstancethatemittedafaintlight.Thefoldingfutonthey’dbothfoundatthebackofIKEAwasstillthere.OnonesidewasanevenlargerSimFilmcollectionthanshehadbefore.Hermovieswerestackedceiling-hightooneside.Abrokenconsole,itsinnardstornopen,layonthefloor.ItlookedlikeKat,aself-confessedLuddite,wastryingtobuildaputer.

Ahalf-emptybottleofcheapsakesatnexttoachippedJapaneseteacup.HerSimUnitwastetheredtotheworngoggles,whichflashedburstsoflightontothefloor.Caldwellpickedupthegogglesandputthemon.Someoldmoviestarringsomebodyhe’dneverheardof.Kat’sSimFilmunitswitchedonandunattendedmeantonlyonething.Hecrawledbackoutthroughthecardboardflap.

Caldwellwalkedtothefarendofthetunnelandtookaleftturn.ThissectionoftheshelterwasalotbrighterasitreceivedlightfromgapsintheconcretewherethenewpedestrianwalkwaysmetthegiantHoloDomeVRCinema.Whenthepedestriantunnelswereannexedbythehomelessseveraldecadesearlier,theauthoritieshadsimplysidesteppedtheproblembybuildingnewbrightly-litcoveredwalkwaysrightabovethem.Theyhadhiredsomepsychologisttoensurethatthewalkwayshadfewfeaturesthatwouldmakethemattractivetothehomeless.Thesee-throughstripsonthefloorweredesignedtotransformtheoccupiedcardboardjunglebelowintosomekindofhumanzoo.

ThegiganticholographiccinemawassituatedsmackbanginthemiddleofcardboardcitybutthefinepeoplewhocouldaffordthefullscenarioholographicmoviesandtheVRimmersionaccessedtheHoloDomethroughthenewglasswalkwaysfromWaterlooStationorfromnearbycorporatebuildings.Ontheirwaythere,theygottosee,throughthestrips,howthelessfortunatehalflived,andtheygottowalkalloverthehomeless.

Caldwellscannedtheedgeofthedomeandsawasmallfigurehuddledatthetop.Heleanedhisearagainstthecurvedsteelofthedome’sexterior.Caldwellheardthesoundofghostsspeakinginmuffledvoicesandmusicthatsoundedlikeitwasingfrombeneathhisskin.

Hewalkedroundtothebackofthedometothemaintenanceshaftandstartedtoclimb.Hegottothetopandwalkedprecariouslyroundtheedgeofthedometillhewasnexttothelittlewaif-likefigurepeeringthroughthegapsbetweentheshinymetalslatsthatmadeupthedome’sroof.Aflickerofrecognitionflashedthroughhereyes,reflectedagainsttheslatsbutshedidn’tturnherhead.Shesimplygrabbedhisarmandkeptlookingthroughtheslats.Caldwellpeeredintothedome.

Themoviewasbeingrenderedinbrilliantholographicdetailfromprojectorsinsidetheroofdownontothestagebelow.Eventhebuildingsandcarsinthestreetscenelookedreal.SomeofthecrowdworeVRgogglesandwerepartofthecast,insidethemovie.Theothersjustwatched.Theysatlikethisforawhile.Katlookedwell.Hermousyblondehairblewwetagainsthisfaceinthedrizzle.Shewasshiveringslightly.Caldwelltookoffhisjacketandwrappeditaroundhershoulders.Herbonyfingersclutchedhisarmevenmoretightly,eyestransfixedbytheflickeringimagesoftheHoloDome.

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Katcrawledonallfoursintohermakeshifthome,wrigglinglikearecentlyunearthedwormfranticallysearchingforthefamiliardepthsofitsburrow.Caldwellfollowedcloselybehind.Uptillnow,shehadn’tsaidaword.Caldwellknewitwasherwayofmunicatingthefactshe’dmissedhimandhefoundinhersilenceastrangefort.Shepouredtwocupsofsakeandofferedhimone.

“It’sbeenawhile,”shesaid,finally.

“Yeah.You’relookingwell.”

“Soareyou,”shesaidawkwardly,raisinghershoulderandjerkingherheadbackinthatsignaturegestureofhers.Caldwellhadneverunderstoodwhatitmeantbuthefiguredthatitapproximatedsomethingclosetoexcitement.HervoicehadthatstrangesurrealqualitythatCaldwellhadneverheardanywhereelse,puter-generatedorotherwise.HerfacewasstreakedwithgunkfromtheroofoftheHoloDome.Herhairhadgrownabittoolongandneededawash.Inhereyeswerereflectedmemoriesofathousandmovies.

“Thingsmustbegoingwell,”Caldwellsaid,noddinginthedirectionofthesake.

“Ohthat?Newhigh-endJapaneseeateryonTheStrand.Threwawholebunchofstuffoutback.”

“TheJapanesearereturningwithavengeance,”Caldwellsaid,thinkingofthedigitallyrenderedmaskofKenzoYamamoto’sface.

“Sureseemsthatway.Lot’sofgoodflicksingfromoutofthere.”

Kattookmoviesmoreseriouslythanreallife.Itwasheronlypassion,heroneescapefromthedrudgeryofreality.

“LookKat,IamleavingtheUnionforawhile.IamgoingtoHongKongforajob.”

“HongKong?Can’tevenbegintoimaginewhatthat’slike.InHongKongyoucanbuyamurderforfivebucks.”ThetheatricalwayinwhichsheutteredthelastsentencetoldCaldwellthatshewasquotingfromamovieassheinvariablydidwhentheoccasionpresenteditself.

“Huh?”

“It’sfromthemovieStingray.”

“Ah!”He’dneverseenStingray.

“IfthiswasHongKong,you’dalreadybedead,”Katcontinued.

“Iknowthatone.LethalWeapon.Thefourthone,straightfromthedepthsofsequelhell.”

“Yeah.”Hereyessparkledwhenshetalkedaboutherfavoritesubject.

“SohowdidyoumanagetolandthistriptoHongKong?”

CaldwelltoldhereverythingfromreceivingthemessagefromGlyphtoFouler’sappearance.Hetoldherabouthisexcitementatfindingouthehadapastandabouthismotherandhowbeautifulshelookedinthephoto.Heconvenientlyleftouttalkingabouthiscloseencounterwithsuicide.Hereyestrackedhisfacetakingineverythinghewassayingandregisteringitwiththefelicityofthelensofadirector’scamera.Shedidn’tsomuchlistentothestoryaspictureit.HetoldheraboutFoulerandhisoffer.Atthatpointhereyesnarrowedliketheapertureofanancientmechanicalcamera.

“Canyoutrusthim?”sheasked.Shehadthatuncannyabilitytogettothecruxofanissuequickly.

“Idon’tknow.Trustcankillyouorsetyoufree,”Caldwellquoted.

“ThePretender.Anddon’tthinkthatwillputmeoffthesubject.”

“IthinkI’llbeOK.”

“Itmightbeatrick.”

“Thosebastardsholdthekeytomymemory,tomypast.ThisistheonlywayIcangetthatback.”

Shelookedathimandtheymadethatinexplicablementalconnectionthattiedthemtogether.Shelookedawayquicklyandbegantoyingwiththeguttedputeronthefloor.

“FoundthisdownonFleetStreet,discardedbyoneofthedefunctbroadsheets.Therewerehundredsofputersdowntherebutmostofthegoodstuffwasgone.Ithinkthisonecanbemadetowork.”Katwaschangingthesubjectinherclumsyawkwardway.

“Yeah,”Caldwellsaid.“Ifyoustartworkinginreverseandassembleratherthandismantleit.”

Shelaughedrevealinganeatrowofsmallwhiteteeth.Herheadarchedbackandherthroatreverberatedwithsound.Smallveinsinherneckpulsatedwithlife.

“Manisdestructivebynature.ImsurethatyouwillunderstandthatIamgoingthroughadestructivephase.”

“Wasthatanotherquote?”

“Yeah.FromLookWho’sTalking.”

“Cool!”

“DoyouknowwhyIgotit?”sheasked.

“Noidea.Iknowyouhateputers.”

“Iwantedtokeepintouchwithyou.Tomunicateinandunderstandyourworld.”

“Really?That’ssosweet.It’snotnearlyasmuchfunasitseems,”Caldwellsaid,leaningforwardandgivingheraquickhug.

“Also,oneoftheguysheregavemeahackedpasswordtothebiggestonlinemoviearchiveintheworld.Alltheflicksevermade,includingallthesilentstuff.”

“Iknewtherehadtobeanotherreason.”

“Iamhopingthispieceofjunk,whenit’supandrunningwillletmeaccessit.Doyouthinkyoucouldmakeitworkforme?”

“It’lltakeforever.”

“Really?”

“Yes,butIhaveabetteridea.It’sabouttimeyouleftthisplace,Kat.Whydon’tIaskFoulertoletyoumoveintoGlyph’smobilehomeuntilIgetback?Heprobablyhasalltheputeryou’lleverneed.”

“WouldlovetoCadbuttherearetwoproblems.Ican’taffordhisrentandtheguyswhokilledhimmightgobacktohisplacenosingaround.”

“Iamguessingtheyalreadyhave.AsfortherentI’llgetmynewbenefactortotakecareofit.”

“Andthey’llagreejustlikethat?”

“Definitely.Ihavesomethingtheyneedandit’saninsignificantexpenseforthem.”

“Well,Idowanttogetoutofhere.I’mnotgoingtopretendIaminlovewiththisplace,althoughtheHoloDomeisawfullyconvenient,’sheobservedthoughtfully.Caldwellwentinforthekillbeforeshecouldchangehermind.

“Butyou’llhaveaccesstoallthemoviesintheworldfromthatsiteyoumentionedandIonceheardGlyphmentiononlinethathehasanamazingHoloFliksystem.”

Thatdidthetrick.Kat’seyeslitupwithanticipationandheknewshewassold.

“Deal,”shesaidsimplyandstartedlookingaroundherspace.“IguessIjustneedsomeclothesandmySims.EverythingelseIcanleavehere.Whoknows,ifyourjobdoesn’tgoaswellasyouexpect,Imightbeingback.Youmightbeingback.”

“True.WeshouldgotonightasIwouldliketolookaroundGlyph’splacebeforeIgototheairporttomorrow,”Caldwellsaid.Hedidn’tplanoningbacktothiseclecticjungleofcardboard,nomatterhownostalgichefelt.ThefactthatFoulerhadgivenhimhislastchancetoanswerlife-changingquestionsandashotatingoutofdarknesswasnotlostonhim.Neitherwasthefactthathestillowedtheagencymannofavors.KatstartedmethodologicallypackingherSimsintoapalegreenduffelbag,whileCaldwellwatchedher.Tenminuteslater,shewasallreadytogo.

“Anyoneyouneedtosaygoodbyeto?”

“Notreally.Anybodythatmattersislonggone.”

“Ihatetointerruptthismomentofburgeoningintimacy,butletsgetthehelloutofhere,”Caldwellsaid,quotingalinefromDeepBlueSea.Hewasnomoviebuffbutonceinawhilehescoredbig.Kat’sneatfeaturesbrokeintoanappreciativesmile.

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